stop giving me any hope,please

oh my godness
early in the morning
receiver his message
what wrong with him
I'M wondering
haiz
i know between me and him
we are BEST FRIEND
STop reminding me
please?
i bagging you
you really don't know or you pretend you don't know
i told him
please don't do anything more than best friends
he seem like know,but seem like don't know too
eii,i'm a girl you know
please leave little bite of self-esteem for me okay?
what wrong with him
message me early in the morning
help me by msn phone
then help me for anything
don't you understand??
NO,you din
stop forcing me to say something
okay??keep it as secret
please please please
please don't control mine mind,feelings,mood
i hate it

maybe you do this not accidentally
but
i trying to keep myself away from you
haiz,help me
pull me up

8.58P.M
08.08.2010